then again...





then again... i think i should still blog.. if not i'll get so lazy that my blog will become stagnant again.. ok so.. this morning met manting, mer, and kaiying as usual to take bus to sch.. the bus was so freaking squeezy yet that stupid hougang sec girl that i see at our bus stop every morning with her bf refuses to move in. only after a few stops from our bus stop when the front of the bus got so loaded that the stupid girl felt compelled to move in. then manting and kaiying got scolded by this stupid dunno what woman for no reason.. something like for not moving in. but the thing is.. they were blocked by some boy with a humongous bag... then the woman scold the boy.. siao! then blablabla.. they made it to the back to join mer and i.then kaiying and manting sat down while mer amd i stood.. btw. kaiying successfully baked her cake on sat morning at like.. 4am? ya. and she made the chocolates well too.. she had some left overs so she brought them to sch.. yep! i am proud of her!! =)) on the bus she gave mer and i each one.. mer popped it into her mouth.. then as i was about to put mine in my mouth the stupid stupid bus jerked and i dropped the choc... and off it went flying all over.. it dropped on manting's shirt then bounced off and hit her hand then repelled and almost hit her face.. who ask her sit there.. haha! ok not her fault la.. the stupid uncle so jerky can? then the bus was so unstable that many times i almost fell.. then mer was so scared that i would fall on her.. cause the last time i lost my balance i stepped on her toes.. eeks!! haha. ok so after that was lessons again.. as usual.. did badly for my two sci tests.. but i did well for my eng compre!! hehe! i win shun hui!! muahahahahahahaha!! yea.. so after sch waited for manting mer and kaiying to finish lessons.. then went to eat.. haha.. today's mon.. got money.. so treated banditz to a lot of things.. including 38 meatballs.. lol! the store auntie still so nice give us free stuff.. hehe! then went back to kaiying's class to realise that the door was locked.. so dumb.. our bags were inside?!?!!! then mer so funny.. we went to borrow brooms from other classes then removed the glass panels from the window and mer exercised some bag fishing skills.. first two bags ok.. then i was my bag.. so funny!!! my bag was so heavy that when mer attempted to lift it from the table the whole dustpan and my bag dropped to the floor.. then we all just kept laughing throughout the whole process cause mer was behaving like a Philippino maid trying anxiously to help her master take things.. haha!! really funny.. espacially the part when it came to my bag.. she struggled so hard.. haha!! then when she finally got hold of the bag she kept laughing that she had no strength to put it through the window!! lol!! i was like hyperventilating so it was even worse.. i could only hold on to the bag and couldn't take it out.. then even manting was laughing so hysterically that she said she wanted to pee.. oh my.. lol.. but.. we still managed to get the bag out.. then some friend of kelmond's came and opened the class room door with what seemed like his own key, not a classroom key.. hmm.. anyway.. we got out bottles and books out in a much easier manner.. then went cp.. went outside lrt but sk people weren't there.. sat there then got some stupid ah bengs smoking there. so stink can?!?!!! short pants smoking leh!! then we plan that if later when we leave for home if those ppl still there we go call the cops.. but then... after a while sk people came!! yeah! so we shifted to the opposite side..yep!! had loads of fun chatting.. then teach manting physics.. but i think i said something wrg.. then made her sad.. so sorry manting!!!! i think she's sad that she don't understand the physics thing.. izzit? hmm.. so.. studied.. chatted.. then went home in a cab.. again! haha.. monday, who cares!! hehe!! gave manting and mer a lift.. yep.. then it was home.. =))

sad...




my tongue officially has a big ulcer... i can't eat properly... no mood....

ARGH!!!!



this morning when i was eating breakfast... i suddenly jabbed my teeth into my tongue. by accident of course.. my two canine teeth on my right, one upper one lower, inflicted two injuries on my poor poor tongue... then my tongue bleed like nobody's business and covered one whole tissue with blood. yeah!!! siao... then it stopped bleeding and felt ok. as though its not injured.. then! at 5pm plus plus, it decided to torture me. the whole right side of my tongue went numb and felt very "suan"(mandarin). i had to eat with all the food shoved to the left side of my mouth... such a torture.. i'm right handed you know... so used to doing things all related to the right.. haish... my poor tongue.. and though i have yet to go take a look in the mirror.. the injuries feels like it has developed into an ulcer... OUCH?!?!!!

tolerance



my tolerance has its limits. *toot* you idiotic bitch!!!! doesn't mean that i behave as though i don't know anything means that i am ignorant about all the things you have been saying about me. all the stupid crappy lies you fabricate to tarnish the impression people have of me. you don't know the situation, you don't know the truth, so don't act like a know-it-all and tell people things that you create out of that limited amount of freaking info you know about something. stop twisting my words and stop behaving like an idiotic, immature, bitch. all these only reflect on how stupid you are and how low your IQ is. what you are doing now would only turn people off when they find out the truth. i swear that if you continue to test my tolerance i shall not hesitate to expose your true colours and destroy you. just take a minute away from the time you spend telling lies and just look at yourself in the mirror. look at how ridiculous you are. but judging from how idiotic and childish you are, you will never see that what you are doing now is totally imbecilic.

why...



recently i've been thinking a lot.. most of the time i end up in tears.. i don't understand many things.. i've tried so hard but yet it all goes to vain.. ends up with ppl hating me more.. is wanting to achieve the best a crime? why do you have to criticise me and stab me in the back all the time? do you have any idea how much it hurts? also.. ***** why did you say all those things to me? i pretend like nothing happened because you did so.. but never will you know how much i'm hurting.. i treated you like my best friend.. yet i'm nothing to you.. one year..

but through all these i've come to see my true friends... bandpie.. i really want to thank you all.. you make my time in band much more enjoyable.. i thank you all for the time you've all spent listening to my thoughts.. thanks for seeing me for who i am.. i don't know how to express how i feel.. and many ppl might think i'm fake by saying this here but i don't care.. i truely thank you people and i will never forget you even when i graduate. i will always want to be you're nanny chua. =)