i'm super pissed. had a haircut yesterday. NEVER GO TO FRANCIS & JEAN SALON AT FAR EAST PLAZA!!!!!!!!
IT FUCKING SUCKS!!! i went there with shiying ytd and had a haircut and this FATSO OLD WOMAN BY THE NAME OF JEAN LEE cut my hair and SHE SUCKS TO THE CORE!!!! i told her i dont wanna cut it short i just wanna layer it. i even emphasized on not cutting it short. and she said ok and said "i'll keep the length for you." in the end? the first snip and THREE INCHES WHERE GONE!!!! just like tha!!!! and as she continued to cut more hair came off!!!! the end product?? MY HAIR IS OFFICIALLY FIVE INCHES SHORTER!!!!! FIVE EFFING INCHES!!!! ITS NOT FIVE CM ITS FIVE INCHES!!! when she finished she still had the cheek to say "see! the length is still there." i felt like slapping her right in the face ok!!!!!!!!! if she wasnt an old lady i would have screamed at here on the spot!!!!
my fringe looks damn spartan cause she layered too much and the bottom has a horrible shape. its like a disgusting cross between normal, punk, and ah lian. she layered my hair so much that its like super super spartan like some 13 yr old teen. i'm fucking 17 yrs old and she should know better than to fashion my hair this way. i fucking hate this hairstyle and i cant even find a way to make my hair not look disgusting. even if i tie up the bottom part my fringe still looks like shit.
when i went home i just cried like crazy cause i was so devastated. everyone close enough to me would know how much i love my hair. i love my hair even more than my face ok. i would die if i dont use conditioner, and i even use leave on conditioners. i refuse to use any chemicals on my hair like hair sprays or gels or whateer shit. i even refuse to blow dry my hair at night when i bathe even if im super tired and going to zonk of anytime. that is how much i love my hair.
now i cant even stand looking into the mirror. i cant stand looking at myself in any sort of reflection. i loved looking into the mirror and playing with my hair and doing up my hair. i loved waking up in the morning to see my hair nice and neat even though i slept in stupid positions at night. i loved walking and just do my thing and feel the wind in my hair and even though i probably look weird i'd just feel so damn good cause i LOVE my hair.
now? i fucking hate everything. i cant twirl my hair when i'm bored cause its too damn short i cant do up my hair. i cant walk and feel the wind in my hair cause the fucking woman layered it too much even though i told her not to to the extend its too damn light and the wind doesnt get trapped it just goes through and gone. i cant stand looking into the mirror cause all i see is a fucking ugly head of hair that looks like grass.
a hairstyle either makes u or breaks you. right now I FEEL UGLY. people keep telling me that it'll grow back it'll grow back. but thing is my hair takes EONS i grow long. the last time i cut my hair was 6 onths ago and back then my hair was alreadty longer than what i have right now. in other words its gonna take me like what? EIGHT MONTHS to grow back to what i had??!?!?!?!!
i feel fucking unhappy right now.