hmmm just went for a clubbing session on sat at supper club. totally hated it.
lately been thinking if i should stop clubbing. cos somehow its so tiring. i'm so sick of having to lie to my mom all the time about going clubbing as some chalet session. and i'm so sick of having to spend so much $ only to get myself in a crazy state. and i think its really bad for my health. like the liver and all. and i find myself feeling all tired and screwed.
besides.. whats so fun there.. u drink u dance u sweat. and most of the times the music aint even that nice. cos i mean rnb is nice but i'm more of an oldies slow jazz, blues, and aiya the slow soothing kind.
idk. lately my brain's been working a lot. its so gonna get muscles soon. idk what i want in life. i got lotsa things to think about. dunno how to put them in words. sigh...